Decisive Finds

One of the facinating things I’ve learned about this past year and a half is that one’s brain goes a bit mushy after trauma and stays that way for a long time.  Mine was preoccupied with healing after last year’s surgery and my heart has been languishing with grief over my losses this past year.  But all of it takes a toll on the brain.  I had a great conversation with a friend about what’s it like and he mentioned its like having the wind knocked out of your sail.  That is exactly what it’s like.  A year or even years can go by and no matter what you try, life still seems a bit a drift with no wind in sight.  My wind is coming back and it feels good.  Still not at full steam but at least no longer adrift.  I feel more decisive… and far closer to way I used to be : )  Getting back to being simply me.

Britt : )